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I'm really sorry.

These people..

..seriously hurt me when they're upset.  They said my n***** was fake..  They'll keep saying other things.. >:[

Hi!

Ellen, how are you dooing?  :|

Look

I'm just a normal girl posting online with crazy parents.

Well

Sometimes, she is too nice.  It's just really annoying, so I am wondering how I can get out of it.

I guess

I said that about her mom because she's always mean to me.

Everyone

I am not gonna put up with this.  I can say if something happened.  My parents bother me in their presence!

That's what I said.

You're not perfect, you're mean, so I said that.

I'm sorry.

Ellen, what is wrong?  I just said what I saw.  I think your mom agrees that you are mean to me.  Maybe, she doesn't care, though.

Problem

Ellen always does something back at me if she doesn't like the mood I'm in, and what I said wasn't wrong.  Now, I am pressured to post my music online, though I do not know if it's legal.  I'm not listing it on YouTube, though.  BAD Ellen you can't act like you're not old enough to be my parents but you are to someone 10 years younger, which'd put you at middle age with an infant.  You seem to bully people if you think they're too old to be your kid, and that's not okay, so you'd better listen.  Following you has become something of a chore.  I'm sorry if I didn't word it right, but I hope that's okay with anyone.  Maybe, next time..

A Bit Mellowed

Sorry I was so strict about what I think Ellen's mom thinks of her, but Ellen does not listen and wants to be mean to people like me.  She expressed this on the show, not trying to make up stories about her with this.

Is..

Bella Thorne a permanent fixture insofar as I've been wronged and people don't leave me up there in the rather glorified limelight?

I meant what I said and am not rubbing in something by using the term "permanent fixture."  I was using it upon myself, as well, and don't mind it.

To put it in boring words.. if Bella is always considered right, why when I have been wronged and not really done anything by the way am I not treated positively so much all the time?

I mean, Bella is only treated well cuz you think I did something wrong and don't care about my life.  You think I did something wrong to her.  Well, people have done things wrong to me, and I'm not treated well now.

So, no offense, Bella.  I feel the older people have put her in a place in my life where no one should even be.  It's not that she shouldn't be in my life.  It's not that anyone should be in that place.

So..

..you're sitting here just to ask that?

Don't hang around.

Take your turn and go.

What if..

..some things didn't matter?

I just realized

some people have sinned.

You act like I have an attitude.

No.

These new babies that come out

Can't be the 1 to make a statement over us.

You disposed of older kids!

Well, here's my non-disposed talk!