Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Monday, July 21, 2014
These people..
..seriously hurt me when they're upset. They said my n***** was fake.. They'll keep saying other things.. >:[
Well
Sometimes, she is too nice. It's just really annoying, so I am wondering how I can get out of it.
Everyone
I am not gonna put up with this. I can say if something happened. My parents bother me in their presence!
I'm sorry.
Ellen, what is wrong? I just said what I saw. I think your mom agrees that you are mean to me. Maybe, she doesn't care, though.
Problem
Ellen always does something back at me if she doesn't like the mood I'm in, and what I said wasn't wrong. Now, I am pressured to post my music online, though I do not know if it's legal. I'm not listing it on YouTube, though. BAD Ellen you can't act like you're not old enough to be my parents but you are to someone 10 years younger, which'd put you at middle age with an infant. You seem to bully people if you think they're too old to be your kid, and that's not okay, so you'd better listen. Following you has become something of a chore. I'm sorry if I didn't word it right, but I hope that's okay with anyone. Maybe, next time..
A Bit Mellowed
Sorry I was so strict about what I think Ellen's mom thinks of her, but Ellen does not listen and wants to be mean to people like me. She expressed this on the show, not trying to make up stories about her with this.
Is..
Bella Thorne a permanent fixture insofar as I've been wronged and people don't leave me up there in the rather glorified limelight?
I meant what I said and am not rubbing in something by using the term "permanent fixture." I was using it upon myself, as well, and don't mind it.
To put it in boring words.. if Bella is always considered right, why when I have been wronged and not really done anything by the way am I not treated positively so much all the time?
I mean, Bella is only treated well cuz you think I did something wrong and don't care about my life. You think I did something wrong to her. Well, people have done things wrong to me, and I'm not treated well now.
So, no offense, Bella. I feel the older people have put her in a place in my life where no one should even be. It's not that she shouldn't be in my life. It's not that anyone should be in that place.
I meant what I said and am not rubbing in something by using the term "permanent fixture." I was using it upon myself, as well, and don't mind it.
To put it in boring words.. if Bella is always considered right, why when I have been wronged and not really done anything by the way am I not treated positively so much all the time?
I mean, Bella is only treated well cuz you think I did something wrong and don't care about my life. You think I did something wrong to her. Well, people have done things wrong to me, and I'm not treated well now.
So, no offense, Bella. I feel the older people have put her in a place in my life where no one should even be. It's not that she shouldn't be in my life. It's not that anyone should be in that place.
You
taught those people 6 years younger than me to flaunt that I'm not worth it. With me, you are just strict and boring.
It's true.
Adults thought it was an improvement to make kids feel more self-important than they were.
Do you hate those people born in the 70s and early 80s
who think that they get to be silly about serious things. IT'S MY TURN AND IT'S MY BLOG!
Influence on the World for Greed
I have this teacher who has taught speaking for Orlando characters since hte 80s. She has a dad from Pennsylvania. She is very sarcastic and pleasure-guilty. She rubs in things that no one even notices nor are they supposed to do that, like if you're inhibited. She'll just say, "Yer bad!"
I don't give a lick of shit about Orlando.
They say I'm really amazing but not perfect, as in don't deserve what I want emotionally. How stupid can you be? I am ugly cuza my parents's lifestyles, not because of when I control my life!
The girl didn't
tell anyone to be mean to me.
It's true, though, her attitude. Ya'll are invalids if you just think I'm bad. Ellen deserves to be punished, anyway. Look at her mom. I wasn't even cursing at her unless I did it in a creative way that wasn't exactly it usually or I was crazy heated up cursing about her noises being in my room, the clicks. I'm sorry Ellen, but it's true. Your mom even thinks so. I don't deserve this chaos. I can say what I like without feeling ***, schizo, or held back more! You may disagree, but you're forgetting if I didn't say it we wouldn't know what I wanted to say. How's that? Your mom thinks you need to cool off. I'm not being saracstic nor pretentious. I'm saying you keep being antsy that I need to be hurt emotionally. Now, that's not okay. My mom wants me to learn to deal with it, too. I at least have a freedom of speech, whereas what you do is punishable by the law.
It's true, though, her attitude. Ya'll are invalids if you just think I'm bad. Ellen deserves to be punished, anyway. Look at her mom. I wasn't even cursing at her unless I did it in a creative way that wasn't exactly it usually or I was crazy heated up cursing about her noises being in my room, the clicks. I'm sorry Ellen, but it's true. Your mom even thinks so. I don't deserve this chaos. I can say what I like without feeling ***, schizo, or held back more! You may disagree, but you're forgetting if I didn't say it we wouldn't know what I wanted to say. How's that? Your mom thinks you need to cool off. I'm not being saracstic nor pretentious. I'm saying you keep being antsy that I need to be hurt emotionally. Now, that's not okay. My mom wants me to learn to deal with it, too. I at least have a freedom of speech, whereas what you do is punishable by the law.
Is it selfish..
..when you have too much attention and want others to get none?
That's not what's really happening to me. I think people could just seem to be looking for an excuse. Why do I have to act a certain way to get attention?
That's not what's really happening to me. I think people could just seem to be looking for an excuse. Why do I have to act a certain way to get attention?
OK I admit it. Someone help me.
Someone would turn their back on me and make me feel guilty for reporting that someone was indeed being disgusting by definition. They like that person because of this just to annoy me probably. I don't really enjoy this game.
I didn't post this yet, but my cousin is basically .. considered someone who is more rough, tough, gruff, and fluff. Bella Thorne, like us, is from the same area as Johnny Depp. She's actually worse than my cousin cuz no one corrects her. They don't really tell my cousin no over me, though. The other girl is about 5 years younger than my cousin. See, my family at least knows they are wrong. The rest of the world is in my face and I'm gonna have some fun with it. }:)
I didn't post this yet, but my cousin is basically .. considered someone who is more rough, tough, gruff, and fluff. Bella Thorne, like us, is from the same area as Johnny Depp. She's actually worse than my cousin cuz no one corrects her. They don't really tell my cousin no over me, though. The other girl is about 5 years younger than my cousin. See, my family at least knows they are wrong. The rest of the world is in my face and I'm gonna have some fun with it. }:)
A Bit of Advice I Got
Why would people hurt your feelings only if you are nice to them and like them a lot?
I dunno if it's the answer I'm looking at, but it sure is interesting if people can think things like that.
I dunno if it's the answer I'm looking at, but it sure is interesting if people can think things like that.
Story
There was a maiden of 40 named Ellen. She had a beautiful daughter named Bella Thorne with tight, shiny, curly red locks and crystal blue eyes. She was only 20. Her younger sister Chloe Grace Moretz was 19. The older sister, a maid but also a witch like everyone else, was 30. Chloe liked to play in her dimly lit room with her bluish gray kitten. It was absolutely adorable.
1 of the boys that lived there's name was Josh Groban. He was 35 and had many lovely friends, girls and boys. They were more the candy loving kids, always fooling, but always caring. Chloe came up to him and said she hurt her finger, and he kissed it and it was better. He picked her up and told her a story on his lap with his arms wrapped around her. Now, Christina was watching as their story unfolded.
She sneaked up on her kid sister and said, "Hey, Bella," and tugged at her dance-like outfit.
"What?" she said listlessly and girlishly.
"Let's go spy on Chloe-"
"No!" said Bella.
"Okay, race you to the garden," and she sped out.
She was in the land of flowers. She even thought she heard them talking. Josh Groban was in site.
"Hey," he said, coming down, taking off his hat.
"What?" she said, bemused sprawled out on the flowers. He was a dream to her, such a nice, lovely gentleman. "Well, what is it?"
"Well, Bella told me you wanted me?" he replied.
"Oh!" she was shy. She perked up. "Just wanted to spy. Race you to the horses!"
He galloped off after her. They were witch and warlock. They rode the horses across the stream and even over it and far, far away. They were in a kingdom.
"Ooh, what's this-" she started surrounded by others, and he covered her mouth. He put her on his horse and said they were at the palace of Camelot. She had never known what it was. As soon as they stopped, she got off. The horses wandered back home. They went up to the drawbridge, and Josh shouted, "Open Sesame!" The gate slammed down, spraying up dust or dirt. They walked in. Christina was dressed in a favorite party dress which was down t her ankles. Josh held her cuz she musta been scared and he explained to the royalty that they had come here for entertainment. They took Chris and she went to a royal room to learn about music. Josh already knew music. In the end, they all sat together at a round table to eat. She had a large gold goblet of gold. She sipped like everyone else, no taste of alcohol. It was almost like a fruit smoothie but very condensed and slurped more down or rather poured more in her throat. When it was over, Josh carried her up to bed in the palace, and he went off and found some friends to talk to. Christina overheard them and found out there was to be something of a war, which meant people would be checking things out to make sure they are safe and with the cannons ready at the gates. Josh decided to help cuz he was smart. Christina watched afar from the tower. To Christina's surprise, she saw a horse with a horn and wings it flew past her. She saw them talking to goblins and settling things with the poor. At lunch that day, it was grand, the war was over. They all made a big caravan and camped out in some magical trees.
"Josh, I'm scared," said Christina, and he picked her up like Chloe and put her on his laugh and rocked her to sleep, for he loved everyone who came to him. Later that night, Christina woke up and saw a wolf with glaring eyes beyond the fire that surrounded their sleep. She was very silent and missed her sisters.. Finally, it was time to go. Christina ran alongside the caravan like a teenager or little girl. "Josh!"
"What?" he said, kindly.
"Do you know what my favorite thing is?" she asked.
"Cuddling up with me?" he said.
"Actually, I miss being like an older mentor for smaller children. I love you, too."
They took a detour. They had to part the caravan at the bay. Christina was the youngest 1, now, and there were some other people like around 32 and 33. They played London Bridges. Christina got tired and sat by the water. "Careful there," said Josh.
"Why?"
"The water is dangerous and sharks live in water," he said, sternly. She started to sob, and he held her. He picked up the youngest girl.
So, finally the boat came and Christina was happy again and went to the top and talked with the other people nearest her age and laughed a lot.
"Where are we going?" she said aloud.
"To meet Jack Sparrow."
"Oh," she said.
Josh picked up a scared girl with long, blonde hair, and Christina stood guard with the older men, who thought her something of a tomboy, dress off and just pants and a top on. She put on her coat and blasted off orders. It was a long time at sea. They had bundles of food. They finally landed on an island, and a drunk man came teetering forward, and all man and woman alike fell in love at 1st site, despite. "Hear ye, hear ye!" said the youngest boy of 32. "We come - in peace!" Together they all ate, and Jack brought his burly crew. Christina easily became a favorite in her dark red, leather jacket.
1 of the boys that lived there's name was Josh Groban. He was 35 and had many lovely friends, girls and boys. They were more the candy loving kids, always fooling, but always caring. Chloe came up to him and said she hurt her finger, and he kissed it and it was better. He picked her up and told her a story on his lap with his arms wrapped around her. Now, Christina was watching as their story unfolded.
She sneaked up on her kid sister and said, "Hey, Bella," and tugged at her dance-like outfit.
"What?" she said listlessly and girlishly.
"Let's go spy on Chloe-"
"No!" said Bella.
"Okay, race you to the garden," and she sped out.
She was in the land of flowers. She even thought she heard them talking. Josh Groban was in site.
"Hey," he said, coming down, taking off his hat.
"What?" she said, bemused sprawled out on the flowers. He was a dream to her, such a nice, lovely gentleman. "Well, what is it?"
"Well, Bella told me you wanted me?" he replied.
"Oh!" she was shy. She perked up. "Just wanted to spy. Race you to the horses!"
He galloped off after her. They were witch and warlock. They rode the horses across the stream and even over it and far, far away. They were in a kingdom.
"Ooh, what's this-" she started surrounded by others, and he covered her mouth. He put her on his horse and said they were at the palace of Camelot. She had never known what it was. As soon as they stopped, she got off. The horses wandered back home. They went up to the drawbridge, and Josh shouted, "Open Sesame!" The gate slammed down, spraying up dust or dirt. They walked in. Christina was dressed in a favorite party dress which was down t her ankles. Josh held her cuz she musta been scared and he explained to the royalty that they had come here for entertainment. They took Chris and she went to a royal room to learn about music. Josh already knew music. In the end, they all sat together at a round table to eat. She had a large gold goblet of gold. She sipped like everyone else, no taste of alcohol. It was almost like a fruit smoothie but very condensed and slurped more down or rather poured more in her throat. When it was over, Josh carried her up to bed in the palace, and he went off and found some friends to talk to. Christina overheard them and found out there was to be something of a war, which meant people would be checking things out to make sure they are safe and with the cannons ready at the gates. Josh decided to help cuz he was smart. Christina watched afar from the tower. To Christina's surprise, she saw a horse with a horn and wings it flew past her. She saw them talking to goblins and settling things with the poor. At lunch that day, it was grand, the war was over. They all made a big caravan and camped out in some magical trees.
"Josh, I'm scared," said Christina, and he picked her up like Chloe and put her on his laugh and rocked her to sleep, for he loved everyone who came to him. Later that night, Christina woke up and saw a wolf with glaring eyes beyond the fire that surrounded their sleep. She was very silent and missed her sisters.. Finally, it was time to go. Christina ran alongside the caravan like a teenager or little girl. "Josh!"
"What?" he said, kindly.
"Do you know what my favorite thing is?" she asked.
"Cuddling up with me?" he said.
"Actually, I miss being like an older mentor for smaller children. I love you, too."
They took a detour. They had to part the caravan at the bay. Christina was the youngest 1, now, and there were some other people like around 32 and 33. They played London Bridges. Christina got tired and sat by the water. "Careful there," said Josh.
"Why?"
"The water is dangerous and sharks live in water," he said, sternly. She started to sob, and he held her. He picked up the youngest girl.
So, finally the boat came and Christina was happy again and went to the top and talked with the other people nearest her age and laughed a lot.
"Where are we going?" she said aloud.
"To meet Jack Sparrow."
"Oh," she said.
Josh picked up a scared girl with long, blonde hair, and Christina stood guard with the older men, who thought her something of a tomboy, dress off and just pants and a top on. She put on her coat and blasted off orders. It was a long time at sea. They had bundles of food. They finally landed on an island, and a drunk man came teetering forward, and all man and woman alike fell in love at 1st site, despite. "Hear ye, hear ye!" said the youngest boy of 32. "We come - in peace!" Together they all ate, and Jack brought his burly crew. Christina easily became a favorite in her dark red, leather jacket.
A Sincerest Apology
My dad made me mad and I said something a bit graphic. It was totally deplorable, but he had just yelled at me or something.. It seems worse now. I really like this person, too, I dunno I have schizophrenia. I think that's what it is. I imagined myself in place in begging for forgiveness. Bad thing is people could find out. So, imagine me dying like that. Punish as you will. I was feeling outta it and did not really mean it. I dunno why I thought and said that. Oh, yea, it reminded me of my pizza, and then I said it later. And of course I didn't think of it like really happening. :( I'm very sad now.
Sunday, July 20, 2014
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